sky diving :)

today i am marveling at myself;
at the courage and lunacy thats muscled up to the surface of my heart.
tomorrow i'll be a sky diver!!!

which i do believe will be the biggest "check" that my bucket list has seen crossed off in a very long time.
it also might be the last check i ever get as the rest of my dreams are, ahmmm, very lofty and not likely to be accomplished.

no, thats not true, i'll knock more off one by one,
i'm too determined
and optimistic.

so i'm making myself a big meal tonight to celebrate.
i even have cookies about to get baked...

i'm so full of excitment its unbelievable. of course i'm terrified but my largest fear is that i'll pass out and miss all the good parts.
pass out or pee my pants. one or the other.
i'm so glad to be able to do this.  i've dreamed of doing this for SO long.
and i'm determined to make the most of every moment.

so, i'll be jumping tomorrow.
free falling about 3 miles till my shoot deploys.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!