boo

isn't it nice?
nice
to feel like you are exactly where you are supposed to
be?

even if that place is
dangerous
or scary,
and at moments lonely
and confusing,
it is glorious to
dwell there.

and the moments it isn't
making you question your sanity,
it is making you glow in joy
and fulfillment.

worth transcends circumstances.
beauty is found in mundane activities.
my boys laughing and running around
is what keeps me steady.
steady and
present in every moment of every day.
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i just painted my nails brilliant rich red.
nothing gloomy about red nail days;
they are full of adventure and sassy-ness.
tonight i'm going as a 50s housewife to our end of the year dress up party for the nomads.
i'm quite pleased with my get-up.
i really just love any excuse to wear red lipstick and paint my nails red and hand out cookies.
its basically my perfect day.