of sickness and cute photos

i haven't spent a night on the bathroom floor in a long time.

not sure if i ate something funky or all the drainage form my nose didn't make my belly very happy.

seriously, i can't even remember the last time i threw up. i think it was freshman year in college, 5 years ago! i wouldn't mind forgetting this time and NEVER having this occur again.

what a lonely night it was. i kept thinking i could fall in the toilet and no one would know, or i could fall on the way and smack my head and never wake up. it was some serious psycho babble going on in my head. and most of that is my recollections from tonight. last night i just prayed i'd make the toilet in time.

praise the lord i didn't have to work today. i got up and waited till all the kids arrived then walked them to queen at the house so she could watch them. i came back and went to bed. i was back in my bed at 8, i didn't wake up again till lizzy and roelene came to check on me at 230.

that is 6 1/2 hours of no throwing up.

the momma's went to work on me. i was given medicine and some liquids to drink. i managed to eat 2 crackers while they waited and watched and was told my fever was down. (i could have told them this...as sometime during my sleep i kicked the constant on/off cold/hot-ness.

they loaded me with drugs and love and told me to fall back asleep as soon as they left.

that wasn't hard to do...i can barely keep my eyes open. i laid in mi bed sound asleep till 445. at which point i woke up and manged to keep down a full cup of water! and 4 crackers. i was able to stand to walk and open my windows and moved from my bed to my new beloved chair. it was a very productive few moments for me.

i've now managed to keep down some mash (mashed potatoes) and another cup of water.

and i'm off to bed. so tired and achy.

would you pray that i wake up much better and that come sunday feel almost new? i've never flown sick before and i don't think its something i want to try anytime soon.

i never got to say goodbye to my kids today. it makes my heart very sad. i also have so much to do today (that never got done...) and tomorrow too. at this point if i make it through the night ok and tomorrow too i'll just throw out my to do list.
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also, was sent this darling engagement photo link. i LOVE it. i love the hat and the dress and the brooklyn bridge. what a fantastic shoot! i want that dress for christmas...so mom and dad if you're reading add it to my list :) hehehehe