fall: the song that is, and other stuff.

i'm gonna marry a worship pastor.
i decided yesterday.
i think so anyway.
i've just decided there is nothing more attractive then a man worshiping.
if he isn't a worship leader, he'll most certainly be a
worshiper. (or pastor. i also like seeing men passionate about teaching and living the Word)
but i figure i have every right to pray for someone who plays guitar and sings.
and geez if he can play the harmonica, violin, and piano too... all the better! *grin*

its hard to have a corrupt heart when your job is to worship.
i also love the team dynamic.
i think there's a lot of safeguards in that.
so, all that to say...if ya think of it, or read this... wanna say a prayer for my future worship leader husband, and myself?!?
*wry grin*
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this is the song i mentioned thinking about yesterday: 

(christina. *grins*)

i never saw beauty in dead and dying things

but the colors sway and spin all across the sky

is that how it is with me?

is that how you see me?

crisp, cool air

in long lonely nights, i am laid bare

everything is falling from me

in crisp, cool air

red, gold, bronze they fall

no longer needed to shade the heart, my bark

so too i am stripped bare

so too i dance, float in the air

i've fallen to make brand new

no longer so i can be wholly used

stripped bare i cling to you

with a fierce devotion, i will not be moved

what's no longer is what gives new life

i will blossom, free in time.

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so my church is coming this Aug/Sept and in the day time building a little basketball/four square/ tetherball cement area for my kids, and in the afternoons/evenings doing a vacation bible school in the *local area.* i can't believe it!!!! apparently they found tickets for like $600 roundtrip. HELLO cheapo!! i mean, personally, the Lord's provided tickets for me under $1000 round trip, but $600 is unheard of! ahhhh i'm so excited and blessed to have a church body support me so much and believe in what i do and want to come help me. i think the realization they are coming is slowly making itself apparent. i just can't believe it.
side note: it isn't too late, yet, to come along. send me an email if you're interested!
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a bit ago i shared my fascination with the whole idea of living nakedly before the Lord and before your closest friends. that sort of intimacy is difficult to achieve. scary & beautiful. apparently, my pastor in the states (hey, les!), used naked a lot this past sunday. hahahahah i love it!!! love you and twila, les!
hey my Kaleidoscope family, in general!
*you'll all blog stalkers! comment for once!*
 ahhhhhahaha
*huge grin*
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tonight i'm making my favorite peach cupcakes and brown sugar cream cheese icing. YUMMY.
its bound to be a good night as i eat 'em and read and sleep.
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the boys are tired and grumpy today.
i am tired and grumpy today.
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i emailed my dad yesterday about taxes.
thinking to myself: i'm so early! its not even march yet!
but also, thinking: i need to get this all sorted since it could be a weird process this year. with me living overseas and what not.
he emailed me back that its already taken care of. he's already got them done.
HELLO!?
oh, thank you, daddy! you are the best!